2009,New Year, New Start "Hopefully" :)

These are the last minutes of 2008, and a fresh start of 2009.

In the beginning of each year, I feel I am reborn! 

A new chance, new prospects for life, new hopes and dreams.

I feel excited, I feel this year will be different in many aspects,

I feel I am proceeding forward in solid steps towards a future that I wish will be bright (insha'Allah)

I am facing the whole world on my own, yet in a new remodelled mature version!

I left my worries behind my back with 2008 fading away, 

I won't spend much time on worry anymore, 

Instead I wish my soul would be filled with a strong belief in the possibility of Change.

I won't accept the status quo no more, 

Instead I will try actively to change it, so help me GOD :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR FULL OF LOVE, JOY, AND SUCCESS

A World of Chaos!

How come every thing around me is vague, uncertain?

I feel I am losing control of direction, 

like a feather in a storm!

confused and disoriented, 

distracted by many clutter in my head,

yet waiting for the day to come when I can find my serenity and live in peace with myself and with those around me.

Though there are too many of them, 

still I feel freezing from lonesome,

Believing it will stay that way for much longer, 

praying to have the strength to stand out in the storm, 

to withhold my tears from those who never cared,

to stay strong and withstand the continuous disappointments and heartbreaks.