A World of Chaos!

How come every thing around me is vague, uncertain?

I feel I am losing control of direction, 

like a feather in a storm!

confused and disoriented, 

distracted by many clutter in my head,

yet waiting for the day to come when I can find my serenity and live in peace with myself and with those around me.

Though there are too many of them, 

still I feel freezing from lonesome,

Believing it will stay that way for much longer, 

praying to have the strength to stand out in the storm, 

to withhold my tears from those who never cared,

to stay strong and withstand the continuous disappointments and heartbreaks.