The Right Path!

At many times I really doubt;

if I'm even pursuing the right path!

I feel that Allah is putting me under the test;

to prove my faith to him where I fail every time!

I can feel myself transforming

to someone that is stranger to me,

she is getting wilder and stronger by time

to the extent that she is dominating my soul!

There are times I think that I fell into a deep trap,

I'm struglling to get out

but I'm getting too week to keep on!

I feel too helpless,but I pray for Allah's guidance;

to show me the right deeds;

and strengthen my soul to stick to them,

and help me avoid the wrong deeds;

that gets me deeper down.

Many of those whom I know think that I astrayed,

that I'm goin furthur and furthur away from the right path.

If only our beloved prophet was here to guide me,

I would have followed his advise blindly,

but that is exactly the test;

to be able to decide for urself ,

what is right from what is wrong;

which is the most difficult way

to stay on the right path!