The Choice!

I'm passing through a very hard time today,
where I have to make the choice,
I didn't think it would be that hard!
The choice between moving forward or standing still
it seems very obvious where to start;
but it turned out not to be that simple,
actually it is tearing my mind apart!
is it really that difficult to take your chances,
your risks, adventures, not affected by those who deny?!
deny your right to make a choice,be responsible,
even if one day they turned out to be right!!
I can't believe how one could be vulnerable
lacking the confidence, the courage, the heart,
the heart that believes in its ability to make it,
to dare, to succeed, and even to stand apart,
apart from losers, pessimistic, indecisive,
those not realizing this is the aim of our existence,
meaning of life in every single part!
I think I should really believe in my competence,
it has never failed me so far,
and even if it would do so one day,
at least I had the freedom to choose,
trusting the voice coming from my heart!