Sunday, January 4, 2009

To Break Free!!


I ,by my nature, hate constrains. they irritate me and make me feel uncomfortable,
I feel I am born to be free,to do whatever I want as long as I am responsible for my actions, as freedom doesn't mean carelessness, nor hastiness.
On the contrary being free, makes u responsible for whatever decision u make, and willing to face its consequences in a free will.
Actually I was raised to feel responsible and was encouraged to feel free in that sense.
Also trust has to come simultaneously with freedom; if you trust someone, trust his ability of rational thinking, u will not constrain him in a cage or in a list of dos and don'ts.This is the culture I was raised in, and by time it assisted me to a great extent to be more committed, responsible, self-disciplined, and self aware; i.e.continuously evaluating my actions in a consistent quest for developing myself to the better, and not to be conceived by irrational behaviors.

Here comes the question that aches me since I got aware of things and people around me:
Is there something wrong with that attitude??
Is it ethically improper??!!
Is it morally embarrassing???!!
Is it socially unacceptable????!!!!!
The reason I am asking is that I find people treating me like I am a freak, or an alien coming from another planet!!
to the extent that Guys are afraid to approach me for proposal or commitment claiming that this personality makes them feeling not at ease!!!!
makes them feel threatened by my intellectual thinking or my rational behavior!
Exactly what do these people want???
They want me to stay behind; to imprison my capabilities, to choke my freedom, to decapitate my dreams, for the simple reason that they would feel safer or superior????!!!!!!!!!
do you think this is their inherited right???
do you think that I actually should comply to their death sentence????????
Please someone answer me, should I commit this crime??
and for whose sake exactly??????
How cruel the world can be??!!

1 comment:

  1. do not let any body destroy your dreams,what we have to fear of is the fear itself

    7aseb 3la al a7zan wa 7aseb leha

    7aseb 3la ra2ibeek men 7ablha

    ra7 tenthy wa labd youm ra7 tenthy

    mesh enthat a7zan men ablha

    wa 3agbi !!!!!!!!!!!!

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